I know...

Almost exactly 1 year ago I went to the treatment center that changed my life. It's so strange to look back and see how much I've changed. My life is great one second, and hell the next. And that's exactly what life is supposed to be like. It's not easy. It's not ever going to be easy. But it will be worth it. I know it will. Right now I'm laying in my bed trying to fight these thoughts that satan is putting in my head. I know that he's real. He talks to me everyday. I want anyone reading this to know that any bad thought you think or bad feeling you feel comes from the devil. His one goal is to make everyone feel as bad as he does. Don't let him. He's tried to make me give up. Three times now he has almost succeeded, but I won't give up. Nothing is worth giving up. I don't care that the media wants us to be perfect. I don't care that people judge me. I don't care about satan. I hate him. I hate him with everything I have. He had no right to be in anyone's life. He takes too many of us. I won't let him take me. He wants me to think that no one understands me or what I am going through. He lies. I know that Jesus Christ understands me. He has felt every bit of pain I have felt. I'm not trying to be preachy but this is what I know. Satan walks this earth. In the bible it states, “And the Lord said unto Satan, Whence comest thou? Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, From going to and fro in the earth, and from walking up and down in it.” He is here. Life sucks and I know it. I'm not going to pretend that I know everything or that I have the worst life out of anyone, but I know that life is not easy. But if we endure to the end... It's worth it.